There always comes a time in a person's life when he comes
to terms with what he/she really is. Sure there is a decent possibility that
what you must be today would be a lot different than what you would end up to
be tomorrow. We are all each day evolving and reacting to the things around us
and happening to us. Our turmoil and joy never really stays the same year round
and so neither does our personality.
If you were to look back at the person I was even last year
and what I am now. You wouldn't really notice any stark differences. I'd still
be the tall, big, loud guy who laughs at his own jokes. But once you get more
than just skin deep, you will find a lot more things amiss. For instance, I
abuse far too less now. People from my college used to have a wager on how long
I could go on without abusing someone. I never lasted more than a couple of
hours. But now my language has become so tame, I even use the respectful forms
of all verbs in the sentences. I only abuse around a handful of people. The ones
that I am really close to. Once you get a swear word out of my mouth; Dude,
you're in the inner circle.
I am sure you'd find a lot many things in you as well that
you feel has changed over time. And that is not essentially a bad thing. I
guess changes are good. They keep you learning new things about yourself. You
begin to recognize your strengths and weaknesses and also begin to gauge your
thresholds when it comes to the many emotions your heart and mind is pounded
with on a daily basis.
You see. One day, when the time is right. Your happiness and
your sorrow will just come down to how much you have understood your own being.
After all you are the only one who has the weapons to let yourself be hurt. And
you are the only one who ever has had enough cause to keep you happy.
You will always have people around. People you love. People
you hate. People you respect. People you look down upon. People you want to throw
off the roof of Burj Khalifa. But in the end, none of them really matter do
they?
You only live life with you yourself for company, and to
hate. So why even try to understand anyone else thinks of you.
Today. Believe, trust, and love yourself. You deserve it.
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